Erica

Every time when I see my images, I always have this mix feeling of satisfaction as well as the opposite.  It’s always good at the first glance or two; but then as I look at them for a longer period of time, there will always be the needs for improvements, technically or ideologically,  no exceptions.  I think one of my problem is that I always have this box to shape my shooting styles or to articulate my ideals and it is not like I do not try to go outside the box; but the box seems to always be able to contain me.  Spontaneous is what I feel I am lacking,  as one of my professor would say, I am being too polite, too respectful.

It is those spontaneous moments make the images seem lively, it is those moments that are able to change who I am as an photographer, as an artist.  There are no formulas to create strong images; it is all about trusting instincts and having experience.

Done with the ranting, these couple images below are fashion shoots for my final portfolio, I really enjoy them.  It might not be perfect down to the last wrinkle of the shirt; but concept wise and technically speaking, I find them eye-catching.

I want to thank Erica for putting up with all my annoying demands and also thank Marnie decide to help out and being a wonderful assistant.  Enjoy the images!

Interior Assignment

All these assignments…I need to start shooting what I want to shoot.

but this is a sweet shot nonetheless.  Thanks to Bob and his house and his stupid dog.

Gwen Sung

The second set of my fashion assignment.  As Gwen would know, it was fail after fail that afternoon; private lakes, a lake that we couldn’t get to, and last, a pond that looks like a aftermath of a nuclear disaster.  Even through all that trouble, I am glad that I still got some shots are presentable.
In order to differentiate between fashion photography and portrait photography, I had to study at Barnes & Nobles.  I pulled out all the fashion magazines that was on the shelf and went through them; see how the images are lighted, how the models are posed,  and how the clothing are presented.

Anthony Urbano

Just an assignment I had to redo for a class.  I had everything planned out, the location (Green Pond Lake), the time and the people, but when I got to Green Pond, the tools that live there say that the dock is private property and so is the community.  So instead of a nice sunset ambiance, I had to find a smaller lake with trees that are blocking the sunset.

And after a couple shots, the battery decided to die.  So, instead of get everything done at once, everything was dragged out until the next day.

I like the images, just not the backgrounds.  Only if I can have some nice weather in the past two days, I would of be a lot happier but these shots still work for me.

Thanks Anthony and Chris for helping out.

Taking a Drive and a Walk

I decided to take a drive and see what I can find on the road and I saw this little lake that was not occupied by anyone.  I haven’t shot anything that I liked or for my own pleasure in awhile, so I decided to take my time and scout around and make the best out of this little trip.  When I shoot, I am so caught up having some sort of purpose for the images that I forget sometimes that the beauty of the images can be the purpose I am looking for.  I played around with the balance of ambient light and my flash to strengthemn my knowledge of flashes and strobes and their relationship with the environment.

To just have my own time, taking pictures without distraction, I really enjoyed that 2 hours.  It needs to be done more often.

More of the Same…

type of portraiture.

These are County College of Morris professors.  When I was shooting this project, Instead of having time to carry on a conversation, I had about 1 to 2 minutes with each subject because of the time constraint.  Therefore, I tried my best to be as genuine as I can, telling them what this shoot is about and pretty much just show sincerity and that usually make people act the same way and are able to be more comfortable.

I told the subjects that I just want a genuine expression, if they can’t do that, then just do something comical.  But, these three portraits below show their personalities and characters just from their expressions on their faces.

There is Something that Money can’t Buy

Couple weeks ago, I said that I wanted to photograph portraits with a different approach, trying to imitate the way that Platon does it.  The communication, the relationships and level of comfort between the photographer and the subject, and the ability to click that shutter when the eyes see the emotions and compositions.

Therefore, for my studio lighting final portfolio, I decided not to pose my subjects, instead, we have conversations and as that carries on and the comfort level increases, I click the shutter at the moment where there is a genuine feeling involved within the conversation.

It’s really difficult for me because I am not a talkative guy; however, this exercise taught me a lot.  My professor said something in one of the classes, “There are two types of photographers who does portraiture, the first one is where the photographers are more active and they tell what the models should do and the models follow that instruction;  the second is where the photographers are more passive and they are there letting the models do what they want and capture the moment when they believe it is right.”  There are pros and cons to either type of photographers, but to me, I rather be the second one.  I feel like the first type of portraiture photographers, they are there to capture the physical side of the models; for the second type of photographers, they are there to capture the emotional side of the models.  Therefore, to me, it is in much difficult and interesting to see the inner being of a person through photography because usually, that is not the intention of photography.

There is something that money cannot buy, and to me, that is the genuine expression on people’s faces that I am able to capture.

Sounds of Souls

What does our minds go through when we see street musicians?  Do we categorize them as beggars?  Do we see them as low end of the society?  This is what’s wrong with everyone in the world today (not judging, I am the same way); we like to place people on a scale of our own before we even know who they are and what they are capable of.

For the longest time, I thought to myself that street musicians are nothing more than people who knows a little bit of their instruments trying to make a living from it.  Well, that is before I got to know them; now, I do not share that same feeling and my respect toward their dedications are sincere.

Most of them have regular jobs, but during their free times, they want to do what they really enjoys, their passions, even with every judgmental eyes that pass by them and every comments that goes through their ears, they are not phased, not when they truly know what their passion is about.

Those people make me think about myself, am I willing to put myself out there for the world to see, take all the criticisms and still stand up tall?  Well, at the point, there is no other options for me.  Since one year and a half ago, I told myself I cannot fail at any cost, since I have done so once already.  But I would love to know where those people get their courage…

Blue Mountain Lake

Thanks to Erica, I finally get to see this lake she was talking about that I would never of found by myself in a million years.  I decided to use this landscape for my photo II collage assignment, hopefully the images that I shot would come out good for a collage (only able to use film for this assignment).

After did what was necessary for the project, I just start to shoot whatever I see as fits.  From what happened today, I feel like patience is definitely one of the most important skill to acquire for photography.  It was cloudy and I was framing the shot with this island in the middle of the lake and after I took the shot, I was semi-satisfied with what I see on the screen.  As I was about to move to another location to shoot for a different angle of the lake, I feel the sun hitting the back of my head and when I look up, that island looks completely different from what it was before.  The sun just peeked through this little opening of the cloud and the wither grass on the island instead of looking brown, it is now golden.  So, I quickly took couple shots of this amazing lighting of the scene and within 10 to 15 seconds, the glow was gone for the rest of the afternoon.

I guess I got lucky this time by catching the right moment.  However, what about those people who have hundreds and thousands of photographs with the lighting far more spectacular than what I saw today, are they extremely lucky?  Therefore, instead of just snapping away the shots, that is why I now believe that the ability to wait and just see what will happen is the reason why some photographers are successful, like Henri Cartier-Bresson, who is the person that comes up with the idea of “Decisive Moment” as he said, “There is a creative fraction of a second when you are taking a picture. Your eye must see a composition or an expression that life itself offers you, and you must know with intuition when to click the camera. That is the moment the photographer is creative”.  In order to capture that moment, it is not about lucky, but about patience, observation, the eyes to see the composition that fall into the frame and the ability to click that shutter when you see it.  The only thing I regret about this image is that if I was here a week or two earlier, that tree on the island probably will have this reddish-gold glow to it which would make it more eye catching.

The idea of the second image just came to me when I was sitting around; it is still fall but all the leaves are pretty much on the ground already.  So, I decided to make my own leaves that fall.  Took me two unsuccessful tries until Erica and Marnie ( I think that is her name, I can never remember people’s name when they first introduce themselves to me >.<) volunteered to toss the leaves for me.  Even though it doesn’t look like natural leaves falling, I still like the image because the motion blur leaves as well as the frozen leaves from the flash.

The last two images are just the shots of Erica and Marnie.  You can’t really see their faces, but I hope you can tell by just looking at the images that their friendship is strong.  I feel awkward just being there and I hope I didn’t disrupt them from their bonding because of my presence.

It was a relaxing afternoon other than carrying all the equipments.  I would say it was a good day.

Never Stop

The strong well of the plants has always been an inspiration to me.  The most inhabitable place for any living organisms, you can find the wonder of that nature.  In order to grow and become adaptable to the surroundings, there need to be obstacles and trials and those things are there for people to overcome.  However, I feel like so many people, including me, we tend to back away from anything that is not within our comfortable habitat. The fear of unfamiliar territories is a major reason why we back away.  We do not want to fail or to be laugh at; we want to protect our pride and not show weakness to anyone but ourselves.

However, slowly, I have discover that the fear is almost not acceptable if people want to succeed.  Fear comes from our head, so therefore, it is possible to train yourselves to neglect that fear.  I feel that plants get it easy, it is like they are born to endure the sufferings of the world, they can be cut down but they never stop growing.  Only if I am like that…